I am really in a great mental agony for last one year. I dont have guts to speak my problem to anyone.I am a peculiar Indian woman with our religious thoughts. I hope this forum can do something for me to get a solution for my problem. I got married 8 years ago and have one daughter 6 yrs old. My husband is working in a bank as a head cashier and we are having a above avg life. My hub is little bulky and do things very slowly even in sex. Most of the time he looks very serious due to his job tension and something else which he wont relieve to me much.He is not intereseted in any other activities, if he get a leave he usually stays in our house and watches TV. He doesnt care much about our values.He takes me to outing very rarely, hardly once in a month. Even though I love him very much and he too. In our sexual life I had some good time at the begining, but now a days even though we have sex very often, he stops before I am satified. Two three times I have showed my anger and he is unable to spend more time that he gets exhausted very soon. The real problem is one of my relative who is a good friend of my hub vists our house very often. He is cool guy (already married) whenever he comes to our house the entire scenery will change, he makes us laugh tease my hub treat my child well, helps me in gardening and all. most of my things are done with his help. For last few months unknowingly i had attracted to him, which he doesnt knows. I feel I love him very much and once we were in the garden I lost my self for few seconds and my mind was disturbed very much. suddenly i left the place. But now a days i fear that, do i mis my control. My mind is always tempting to see him. For last few weeks I used to call him for unnceccesary reasons and I hope whether he picked my mind or not. But till date I couldnt find any changes in his activities. I am not sure about myself. Kindly help me to get rid of this situation. hope I made a lengthy thread and I am sorry for the same. I want to live happily without any trouble and want to bring my child to great height.