I want to cry so bad right now :(
I can't seem to stop watching videos of my grandma on YouTube. I just feel comforted to hear her voice and see her. I wish I had more videos of her, but then again, I would probably get obsessive and that can't be healthy. A part of me regrets not getting more videos of her. I always wanted to interview her about her life, but then again.. seeing her sick was hard, so I never did it. I guess all I can do is make sure to capture those in my life now to kinda make up for it.
Plus, I know she's always with me anyway, so I should be fine.