First Kiss My first kiss was pretty awkward. The guy, his name is Dan, kissed me but I was scared, so I didn't kiss him back. So, I guess that doesn't really count, but then I finally kissed him back one day and I was like "OMG!! I just kissed him back". (Ok, well my FIRST kiss I guess was technically when I was 9 with another girl, hiding in my closet, but I'm not sure if that one counts, because we were both just curious and our lips didn't actually touch. We had a dress or something that was hanging in my closet in between us hahaha!!)
I have a question for everyone:
Why is it that whenever I have a new bf.. I'm TERRIFIED for that first kiss?I mean, I understand being nervous the VERY first time, but why with my 2nd bf Justin and my now bf, Chris.. was I so nervous?? Like, I remember laying down with Chris on the 1st of September and just couldn't stop thinking about kissing him. I kept trying to force myself to do it and get it over with because I knew once we got it over with, I wouldn't be as shy. I looked at him and was like "Let's get this over with" hahaha!!
Then, the rest of that day, we were kissing everywhere. I'm not the type to make out in public, but I couldn't help myself!! Lol!! It was pretty funny!! His poor room mates!! They were like "Get a room!!" |